Aviation - You were my everything

This goes out to someone that was
Once the most important person in my life
I didn't realize it at the time
I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen...

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
When I would run my fingers through your hair
Late nights, just holding you in my arms
I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man
And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but...
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you 'cause
I wanna hold you,
I wanna kiss you
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

this song is very meaningful,
hahas,
nothing much happened today -.
thts a good thing,
pon F&N remedial,
cause th whole class pon --"
even th super guai wan like me :))

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?

- Cheek


2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?

- Sleepy


3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?

- Hazel


4. Would you consider yourself spoiled ?

- Yeah, little bit =x


5. Will you ever donate blood ?

- Yeah


6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?

- what do you think?


7. Do you want someone to be dead ?

- Obviously YES.


8. What are you thinking right now ?

- hmm, when can i complete my AA.


9. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?

- Yes


10. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
- 11pm plus


11. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?

- OP


12. Is someone on your mind right now ?

- no.


13. Who was the last person(s) who text you ?

- Hazel :x


Ten "Lucky" Person to do this quiz ;

#01. KengTeng

#02. Kamilah

#03. Eric

#04. Janessa

#05. Hazel

#06. Eslyn

#07. Aaron

#08. Melvin

#09. YH

#10. Tingmei


-

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship with ?

- i dunnoe ?


16. Is no.3 a male or a female ?

- hmmm, thts a good question.


17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be a good thing ?

- dunch think so


18. What is no.1 studying about ?

- duhnoe.


19. When was the last time you chatted with them ?

- 6hours ago.


2o. Is no.4 single ?

- erhh....should be


21. Say something about no.2

- The Tower


22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together ?

- OMG, tht WILL NOT HAPPEN LOL

23. Describe no.9 .

- mathemagician =x


24. What will you do if no.6 & no.7 fight ?

- enjoy the show :), hahas, i not tht bad... maybe go kaypo bahh...


25. Do you like 8 ?
- Friendship la. nt ...

Hahas, decided not to do english today :)
btw,
found something last night,

for people who like to joke at other people height, =x
you dun hurt their feeling by saying they are short =x
say tht they are FUN-SIZED lolx..
if you dun get it thn nevermind :D

so :@ bored --"

harharhars..
bloody hell lol..
HTC DREAM DUN HAVE BLUETOOTH FOR FILE TRANSFER T.T
how am i suppose to like send music? ...
nevermind, i be optimistic .
wait see got htc T1 or not ...
hahas,
tht's a great phone :)

T.T

today still nothing much,
did P.A duty again
from 2.30 until 5.30 wth,
played with the light sequence .
1234321234321234
11223344332211
121314212223243
and so on,

realised tingmei mental sum is totally
terrible

like 12-8 also need to use calculator .
told her that she learnt a new thing today,
tomorrow can learn 12-7 .

failed my poa test,
couldn't believe that it could happen,
sad case anyway .

but i shall persevere .
to the end .

depressionist with depressionism .

I dun think i can handle the stress of secondary threes,
All the AA come together at once,
trying to complete theme one by one,

th most funniest subject today was.........
....
...
...
...
...
history lols,

and it was th boring-est subject too,

mdm khoo was talking about her life story
and th father's funeral with snoring lols?

haii,

very sad lei,
i think i am very depressed,
nothing much to talk about,
maybe is because of th AA period and the examination are near,
napfa is also very stress,
i cannot run tht fast like some classmates,
and i dun care whether if i get U for it.

sad case,
more people are taking up th habit,
and its not a cheap one also,
dunnoe y they want to take up also,
is not like tht good also.

haii,

th world's ending,
bye earth,
human sucks,
and i am ashamed to be one :(

wads happiness?

...

Food and nutrition is getting harder,
Chemistry is not helping in a positive way either,
why did it end up like that,

whats isotopes?
what the hell,
i dun bother anyway,
with people like her,
is almost expected to fail.

hey, who cares?
no one,
i am nobody anyway,
i am a stranger in the class.

Sometimes I wondered if time would turn backwards,
at least to when I was P6,
then history changes,
i wunt go into tht stupid school,
wif stupid rules,
and if i studied hard enough in P6,
maybe i will be with my friends in another school,
living another life,
and all the ._. ppl i accquainted with will become strangers
河水不犯井水,
and I will be at least 10% more happier.

haii,
will edit later :)

First Day of Term 2,
dots....
was
a
freaking
bad
and
boring day.

...

first thing,
mtl lesson,
was not in e 'study' mood yet
th teacher was like, first day of the school eu lidat or smth.
den her usual yappin'

second lesson,
poa, thought tht was e only lesson i tot is 'acceptable' hahas.

third,
chemistry,
god, i think i am flunk-ing it.... cos i dun understand anything abt the atom thing
x.x

fourth,
english,
can sae is th worst lesson today,
suddenly she just say tht we havv job thing for aa project
omg loh.
i hate this year aa especially, cos we are suppose to do a solo ppt presentation in front of e whole class... wtf.
i hate this kind of thing lo,
and we must get 'interviewed' by the teacher for our job --"
zzz
tmd tmd...
i hate this,
same as everyone else.
zzz...

last, HISTORY
damn,
she just scolded me for asking her a question , ( and its not tht stupid )
bloody hell,
i immediatley lost mood in hearing her crap..

damn,

i dun wanna study anymore...
T.T


stupid school,
stupid things,
stupid life .

dhots,

nothing else to say ler...
except i am forgetful ler?
--", wthh,

long time never chat with a lot of ppl on msn,
who wanna chat?
i am appearing off9 anyway,
from arnd 3pm to 10pm,
i shld be appearing off9, unless my status is busy, then eu noe i am online loh :D

--"

i feel tht we are drifting apart already,
and we dun talk much to each other,
hai,
i did cherish tht friendship,
but if this goes on,
i think its over.

never go out to play today~
i very guaiii (:))

still waiting for e phone --"
must pay first ... sad
yh alr got ler.... still waitinnnnnnn zzzz.....

nth to post anywaes....

added cecilia to the list ...

hahas


jus chiong finish my homework....... haven do summary yet =x
later dhen do bahh..... :|
zzzzzz
zzzzzz
zzzzzz
zzzzzz



i jus wanna be alone....

wahh, i sibei jealous liao --"
yonghui go buy samsung pixon sia
790 leh --"
ZXCVCXZ!!
yonghui throw out 全部财产
like got so many 10 dollars? (39)
and so many 50 dollars (3)
and gt 4 hundred dolars?
i think so ._.
th cashier see already also like o.o
they busy counting while i busy laughin' lol....

haii,
we managed to spend 45min to run from sch to hub and hub to sch.... lolx
dhen vanessa was like !!!
eu go buy phone ar?
dhen yh was YAH
she dun believe lo --"

...
wasted time for pa duty..
REGRET :(

very 失败。。。
haiiiii....

WTH la....
why cant it all come togetther?

tht day, i gt stomach flu, normal flu, gastric pain, dirrhea...
today, i got fever and sore throat.. T.T


save me la.... BLOODY HELL ~
:(:(:(:(:(:(
sad,
tot wanna try to find a holiday job todae....
but now im very pathetic right now,
so too bad D:

...
SAVE ME PLEASSE D:


-slackk

yay, finally went back to school today,
wah seh, missed 3 test :(
2 f&n
1 maths
....
sad,
got so many many test
and i dun understand chapter 2.6 arghh~
what to do --"

ee,
i no $$
me and yh wanna work,
but duhnoe wad to do,
lols

i nneed $520 at least

--"
bored

sadssadsad

me and megan derh phone also dying ler :(

sad sad sad

btw, jus came back from hub,
saw something very weird....
but not gonna elaborate on it :)

yeah,
the ECONOMIC CRISIS IS AFFECTING ME :(:(
i cant buy mac anymore,
but,
this is gonna end soon
after i saved $520~
woots.
but i now only gt 350~
sad sad sad

walao,
gt something funny to tell,
provided eu dun think is lame la


eu noe hor,
the drink brand? ALLSWELL
its sounds like ALL SWELL ?
actually is alls well or smth liddat
they din realise meh?
LoLoL
haii

eee, i am sicked already,
hahas, cant return yh $6 today ._. :D

ps hor,

i want to go back school, T.T
(see i so guai ...)
i wan study my maths >.<

i dun wanna fail again.....

sadded,
yesterday homec test was sooooo easy, Mr wandi told us the q before starting :D
then we gt answer also,
he gt sae corrrect or not la,

hahas, i gt a feeling i gonna get full marks :D

dhen met wendy at th traffic lights,
dominic told her abt the test wan, dhen i forgott wad she sae ler
i think she is jealous =x, no offence ! :D

lols,
i starting to hate practicals,
the oven always spoil der
D: D: D: D:
sad~

haii,
I WANNA GO BACK SCHOOL ~ T.T


-Javier:D

my 100th post,
i know is slow,
but i dun ._.

and i gonna say something
i
_am
___broke
________already!
________________and i owe yonghui
_________________________________$6!

but a good thing is he said he will lend me money if need extra money to pay,
omg, he's like the kindest guy i ever seen~
i am so grateful
although i dun mind if he's gonna say say only la,
but at least hes the first one to say these words,...
i bet if ._. was yh, he would never say these words,
cause he is too money minded ~
lols,
enough about him,

i feel tht i keep saving money until i am gonna be aneroxic already..
i mean this is not a joke,
i am really Aneroxic,
cause, i dun feel hungry anymore, even if i dun eat lunch and dinner,.
and i am not thirsty too,
having gasttric pain is like so common,
omg,
my achievement.
or isit?
i dun care anymore..
i just wanna save money ...
really.
thanks megan for helping me to print ...
cause no one else was kind enough to help me.
th unfeeling society,
i know is partly my fault,
for not buying the ink,
but i am desprately broke, and i am saving money...
so if you are kind enough, i would appreciate if you would help me ...


despo mode...
lol


i think is gettiing serious...

-Javier

Fish my homework, which always need us to print
U are the only teacher which needs so much printing
Call yourself an environmental friendly
Kick your ass =)
You better stop giving printing homework
Or you know what will hapen
U will be the 1st one to go --"

i noe is so so so so so so so lame :D
hahahahahas

nothing special again
i realised thers more ppl taking up e expensive hobby ...
wth la..
y did it chg to liddat

hell
all those ppl i tot they would FOREVER be guai wan, now i am doubting =x
haix, i think thts the end of e world --"

GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD .

I totally thinks that Singtel SUCKS!
and is not me saying it only,
there's uncountable sayings too...

Shyt, i totally hate chemistry now!
wth, she say, "chong boon students are never gonna do well in life," WTH la
whats her problem?
is nt like eu gt teach liddat,
eu noe hor,
3e1 and 3e2 has long learnt until far away liao lar --"
so now wad, is nt like i wunt attend yur remedial lor, but is eu totally dun have lei,
say wad, my time is reserved for graduatiating class nia,
WTF lols,
so we are not important la?
-.-
eu should have long retire liao la, still wait until now

when exam coming say, if i cant tteach fast enuf, you have to read up on your own. hell. like thts gonna make a great difference liddat....

i think i am gonna fail my chemistry and i gonna thank her :)

...

theres nothing much to say today,
but, th usual, caught in e rain, hahaas...drenched.

wasted my time talking to someone,
i dun think we hv chance to be frens again la,
i felt so betrayed,
but i nt gonna do anything cause i am not silly like you.

:)

http://mirror1.msgpluslive.net/MsgPlusLive-479b.exe heres e link for the patchou patch for th new msn messenger 2009
in case eu ppl lazy to update,
uptoyou

http://mirror1.msgpluslive.net/MsgPlusLive-479b.exe heres e link for the patchou patch for th new msn messenger 2009
in case eu ppl lazy to update,
uptoyou

i managed to do my english post ler,
but i think is not well done,
i dun give a ._. ,
anyway, thanks megan for helping me to print :D
thank you thank you thank you lols
i died asking ppl to print for me,
i realised how stupid it is to do one freaking composition...
hell,
i dun wanna tok about the second draft or even the third and final --"
i think iam gonna ask ttc help me print,
provided if he ask me to do la,
if dun wan, den nevermind lo,
cos i dun give a ._. for it ler,
who cares.

just give me a break from everything --"
dun expect me to give in all the time,
hell.

wow, today got someone wanted to commit sucide, then in the end the scdf, police, ambulance all pulling her down,
then she went screaming from the top floor to the 1 st floor , wow..


this girl is pro
...

omg, i didn noe by tapping can shoot up my internet speed LoL, tht time i dl the 蒲公英的约定 the speed was 1.5mbps lols, can imagine? th internet was like 2 bar nia.... then i tio shocked lols.. like my own internet also cannot reach this speed --" lols
my internet got problem liao..... so dun expect me to update so often....

wah freaking sian,
not because today is friday,
but ._. <
play with words.
did nt do much,
dhen i was sho hungry until i almost wanna faint.

L.O.L

here lies
~*ME*~
:D

nxt time when i die dun put RIP put LOL

..
nothing much to chat abt, zzz...
i think the whole class all haywire LoLs....
haii, more project to do...
and i just remembered one due-ing on monday,
english --"
oh wth,
freak.diao.lol

must research on fast food
y did it called fast food anyway?
is nt tht fast also --"

haii

...erob a si efil

Earth Global Warming effects
this is wad happen when eu continue to not practice 3R

Highways are flooded :(

please recycle yur trash (including vehicle =x) and not dumping them into dam (taken at sherman dam)

bcos of the north pole melting, causing the rise of the sea level, floods all low land houses and road, become underwater

Save The Earth!
earth is at its final century :(
dun kill e earth !


--credits
GTASA
GTASA water level customiser

following cheat codes
Pic2 e vehicle (AMOMHRER)
Bad weather (SCOTTISHSUMMER)
Fog (CFVFGMJ)
Jetpack (ROCKETMAN)

omg.. Monday blues as usual,
i realised something... i lose my storybook every monday, but today my storybook like disappear into thin air... Diiao, ARGH.... dhen after recess gt nothing much, english tcher never come .. woohoos.... den did some *~lol~* =x wah sian, angry loh, now must find another new story book .... >.<

aftre school straight away go home ... see i so guai (bhb) ... lols
dhen nothing much ler..... i duhnoe lar

she was touching her hair AND taking photos... i at the back copycat... LOLs... she is a pro multitasker:D

lols... went library with hazel.....
gt photos.. see fer yurself....